“Parshas Trauma” Page 57 of Book 1

ENG101.02. Spring 2018. Emory University

The transition from book 1 of Maus to book 2 is marked by a significant shift in tone. In book 1 we are just introduced to the characters. Sure the circumstances in Vladek’s life are not the greatest, but they are nowhere near as bad as they get in book 2. In book 2, every fiber of Vladek’s strength is tested to its break point. To emphasize this shift in the narrative, Spiegelman changes the overall tone of the story from one of nostalgia for the past, slowly into a dread and sorrow over past events.
In the Parshas Trauma page, there is certainly room for hope, as Vladek receives a message from “beyond” telling him that everything will be okay, something which doesn’t happen ever again. This message helps keep the tone light as we now know that Vladek will not go through too much suffering right now. A divine being is taking care of Vladek so we as the audience know that nothing bad will happen right now. 
However, when we arrive at the second book, everything is different. From the onset we know that Vladek has divorced Mala. This clearly took a toll on Art’s mental health, which, eventually after the death of his father and the release of his book, led to him nearly having a breakdown. Even the regular storyline that was always so positive, showing how Art and his father were doing, now becomes a psychoanalysis of Art to try and figure out what is wrong with him. The scene with the therapist really shows Art’s emotional state (more on that in my next post), and it also shows how Art’s current view of the world can impact others as he directly causes the therapist to feel sad about the concentration camps as well. 

Laptop – essential in all of my classes for taking notes and checking my e-mail and canvas
Folders – used for holding syllabi and other looseleaf paper
Notebooks – if I feel like taking notes by hand or doodling
Headphones – can’t walk to class without using my headphones to listen to music
Sunglasses – I’m a huge sunglasses person and always like to have them for the good weather
Disposable camera – I love the look of disposable pictures and enjoy the random assortment of photos I always end up with
Markers – when I get tired of the gray pencil and want to spice up my white lined papers
Coloring book – I always have my coloring book in my bag for a study break and to focus on something other than school
Calculator – for those un-welcomed econ pop quizzes
Welly bottle – this is actually my brothers water bottle that he designed and produced, I’m always using it and spreading the word
Backpack – what makes all of the above accessible for my on-the-go lifestyle
I really enjoyed this sketch assignment because I never realized how much thought went into what I put in my backpack and how much I have to anticipate for the rest of my day. This assignment forced me to evaluate the every day subconscious planning I take for granted.
I love finding items that offer the most convenience and maximize utility in my life while also represent my personal style. I spent a good amount of time researching for a reliable backpack, because I knew it would be an investment that’s worth while and will last me. I depend on my back pack every single day and I never took the time to fully appreciate how much it offers me.

Laptop – essential in all of my classes for taking notes and checking my e-mail and canvas
Folders – used for holding syllabi and other looseleaf paper
Notebooks – if I feel like taking notes by hand or doodling
Headphones – can’t walk to class without using my headphones to listen to music
Sunglasses – I’m a huge sunglasses person and always like to have them for the good weather
Disposable camera – I love the look of disposable pictures and enjoy the random assortment of photos I always end up with
Markers – when I get tired of the gray pencil and want to spice up my white lined papers
Coloring book – I always have my coloring book in my bag for a study break and to focus on something other than school
Calculator – for those un-welcomed econ pop quizzes
Welly bottle – this is actually my brothers water bottle that he designed and produced, I’m always using it and spreading the word
Backpack – what makes all of the above accessible for my on-the-go lifestyle
I really enjoyed this sketch assignment because I never realized how much thought went into what I put in my backpack and how much I have to anticipate for the rest of my day. This assignment forced me to evaluate the every day subconscious planning I take for granted.
I love finding items that offer the most convenience and maximize utility in my life while also represent my personal style. I spent a good amount of time researching for a reliable backpack, because I knew it would be an investment that’s worth while and will last me. I depend on my back pack every single day and I never took the time to fully appreciate how much it offers me.
This image is the cleanest representation of my backpack’s contents. It’s usually a mess of papers stashed and crammed along notebooks and my trusty note-pad. I’m a big fan of notepads: being a disorganized person, having an outlet to simply write down anything I need to at the moment is just ideal; it also plays the role of being my math notebook.
Before taking this picture, I had no idea it’d be a task I get into that much. I spent a considerable amount of time rearranging all the objects into the ideal position for a nice picture. Although I lack talent, it sure was interesting to have an inner drive to display the contents of my backpack in a way that felt aesthetically pleasing.
This exercise also helped me discover my backpack’s logo, when assaulted by a camera’s flash, gives off a strange refraction of light when seeing the picture. The effect can only be seen in the picture, and surprisingly not in person. The more you know…
Contents of my backpack:
In my opinion, this assignment was one of the easiest ones due to the fact, that I just took a photo of what is with me on a normal day. I just emptied my bag, found a relatively large space and arranged everything that was in my backpack. I think this photo represents how organized I am because I do not carry with me too many useless things and I am always organized and prepared for my classes. However, I think this photo does not fully represent me because I have a lot of interests that I simply cannot relate to the things I carry in my backpack (for example films, music, photography, etc.) In fact, I did not leave anything out of the photo, therefore, this is just a typical collection of the things that I have in my bag every day.

Photo: by me

Contents of my bag include…
1. Chemistry Model Kit – I’ve been studying for a chem test for a while, so I’m trying to get down some chemistry models using this kit. Without it, I’m doomed.
2. Umbrella – Weather’s great today, eh? It’s been somewhat rainy recently, so I keep this on me to be sure.
3. Notebooks on notebooks – Funnily enough, I still take most of my notes on my laptop. But for diagrams and flowcharts, nothing beats pencil and paper.
4. Napkins – Never know when you need one! Need to blow your nose? Need to wipe your hands? Napkins.
5. 150 Sheets of College Ruled Paper – The notebooks aren’t enough. HAS to be college ruled. Wide ruled just doesn’t look professional. These are just spare sheets of paper because I don’t like tearing sheets out from the notebooks, and if I need paper for a subject that doesn’t typically use a notebook, I don’t like to randomly tear paper out.
6. Doublemint Gum – Not typically around, but I’ve realized that my breath is rank sometimes. Or maybe it isn’t, but I feel somewhat worried that it is, so I’ve been getting back into the habit of chewing gum.
7. Dell Laptop – Only use this one because it’s 3 pounds. It runs slow, but well enough for school. Funny story: I shrunk an inch one year in high school carrying around a 10 lb laptop.
8. Dell Laptop Charger – I don’t go back to the dorm until late night (or until early morning), so I need to have this on me at all times and plug it into an outlet whenever I can.
9. Markers, Pens, Pencils – Markers for whiteboards at the library; pens for the lab notebooks in bio and chem lab; pencils for writing. Always try to keep at least one of each on me.
10. TI-84 Plus Silver Edition
10a. Yes, I know that the TI-89 is superior with things like solving for variables, I’ve used it myself.
10b. Yes, I know that the TI-84 Plus C is out, I don’t need it, even if I can’t read mine in the dark.
10c. Yes, I know it’s worn out, I’ve had it since sixth grade; I don’t need a new one.
11. Pencil Pouch – that I never open up. It’s more of a backup in case I somehow forgot all my pencils, pens, etc. for that day.
12. MAUS Pt. II – Dank book. The ending left me really sad. Maybe it was cause I read it at like 3 AM, but I think it’s mostly due to the fact that I’d built up an appreciation for Vladek and seeing him and Anja reunite, followed by the immediate showing of their grave together, really just broke me a little.
13. Lab Safety Goggles – It’s hard enough to find a pair that a) doesn’t fog up and b) fits over my glasses. These almost fill those requirements, but with one small issue. THEY FOG UP.
14. Water Bottle for WATER – Can’t put hot drinks into this water bottle. So I just use it for some nice, refreshing, cold water. Or, it would be cold if it didn’t turn lukewarm after 5 minutes.
15. Water Bottle for COFFEE, TEA, WATER – The water bottle that overachieves. I usually have it for my coffee in the mornings, water anytime of the day, or tea at night. It’s great for both storing hot and cold. Maybe a little too good sometimes. One morning, I made coffee and stored it in this bottle. Four hours later, it was still piping hot.
16. The Backpack – I’ve had this bad boy since middle school. Feels good. Maybe hasn’t stuck with me the whole time (broken/dirty from stuff), but it’s been there for a lot of it.
Pretty fun exercise. The worst part was finding a way to angle the picture from above. Thought I was gonna fall out of my chair. This image isn’t the most representative of me as a person. I am in front of my laptop a large portion of the day, whether it’s talking to friends, studying, or playing games, so if I had to really represent me, I’d have included my good laptop. But I don’t carry it around, so it’s not representative of my BAG. My bad is situational depending on the day and what I need to do, so it’s changing pretty consistently, save for a good portion of the items in the picture. I left out some random papers from the picture because that would just make the picture look messy. I wanted a nice, clean picture to show rather than a crumpled mess. There weren’t many challenges aside from picture-taking, as I simply took things out of my backpack and arranged them on the floor.
I think this assignment is still a form of writing. You make a draft of what you want in there, you take some things out and add some in, and you make a final draft, explaining why you included the things you wanted to. It’s a form of creative expression, showing your own ideas and what you value in a piece. In a strange way, this photo is an essay.
Kuru Toga Mechanical Pencils: My favorite pencils. I carry a lot of them because I lose a lot of them.
Eraser: I have to carry an eraser because I make a lot of mistakes. I wish there was an eraser that I could use to fix my hair mistake…
Trojan Condoms: In case I am ever caught in a situation where I have to make a risky English homework, I’ve got these bad boys.
Tide Pods: one of my favorite snacks. Really high protein content and very tasty, so I love them. Snack of Choice
War and Peace: I always carry the book I am reading over the week with me, and this week it is War and Peace.
Infinite Jest: I always keep this book in my backpack in case I need some lower level English reading to do to cleanse my mind essentially. You must be wondering why a college student carries a 4th grade level book around in his backpack. Pick it up and you will see.
Bee Movie: I don’t have to give a reason why this is in my backpack. You have to give a reason why you’re not carrying it.
Nokia Phone: I haven’t charged it since I got it in 2004 and it still has full battery. I carry it because I know that this is one phone SkyNet won’t be able to hack.
15inch Macbook: Gotta get that work done sometimes.
Bear Spray: You laugh. But you never know what could happen. When a bear is mauling you, I will just smirk and wave this can around as I watch you fighting for your life…
The Other 51 Notebook: When I can’t write anymore, I remember that Hamilton wrote the other 51.
Maus Volume 2: In case I must pretend to refer to a page brought up during discussion in English class.
Saga Volume 1: Just another one of the million books I’ve bought because Lin Manuel Miranda read it. If you wanna look like Arnold, you do steroids. If you wanna rap like Lin Manuel Miranda, you read like Lin Manuel Miranda?
Umbrella: Don’t wanna get wet from the tears of my haters.
I don’t really carry things in my backpack and if I do its usually because I actually need them, not because I regularly carry them around. There is not one single item in my backpack that is always there. I sometimes don’t carry my computer around because I just don’t need it. My backpack looks different every day of the week and sometimes it changes from class to class, so this was actually a very philosophical assignment for me because it made me reanalyze my backpack. I genuinely feel like this is more of a writing assignment than writing an essay about myself because it forces to me explain myself at a deeper level through the use of objects that represent me rather than through exposition. Although I may not have actually represented what is in my backpack, I still think that this image represents who I am and what I like because even though some objects are obviously just memes, some of them actually have value for me, like my Kindle, or my pencils, or MacBook, and to be honest those are really the only three things I actually have in my backpack. So if I hadn’t put ridiculous objects in my backpack this assignment would have been extremely simple and boring.
My denim Hershel backpack contains all of my class necessities:
I also have wireless ones but those I normally wear around my neck so they are easily accessible on my walk to classPeople seem to think I am a pretty organized person with my color-coordinated sets and plethora of highlighters to set up my notes. However, I am normally slightly chaotic. Sure, my room looks clean, but inside those closed drawers contain barely folded laundry, makeup sprawled everywhere, and assignments crumpled from first semester. My backpack tends to be similar. The front pouch acts as a garbage can with gum wrappers and receipts while the main pouch is slightly cleaner but not as perfect as this picture looks. I decided to only put the clean elements out. At first glance, you see many organized objects, yet you cannot see what is within the backpack. That’s where this project gets challenging. See, yes, I believe my contents of my backpack do represent me but I was able to choose which elements to show. You can only see what I have chosen, not what I failed to provide. When telling a story, authors can do the same thing. They can give some information but not all of it, giving the reader the opportunity for their own interpretation of the text. By showing only a select group of things from the contents of my bag, I allow the person looking at the image to form their own opinions and leave them to question if there are pieces I have left out.

Color coordinated notebooks- as a college student it is key to be organized so I never mix up my chem and english notes
Since for the next few years much of my life is revolved around my education and time as a student, my backpack definitely represents this. My notebooks, agenda, and chemistry model kit are the items that I lug around everyday here on campus but I hope these items do not completely define me. Though I am organized and a hard worker, that is not everything- there is also a personality behind the studying. I love adventure and spending time with friends and family so I was very pleased to find my boarding passes in my backpack to remind me of to other parts of my life- rewards for the hardwork and dedication to my academics.